My Black Wish

I was alone in the bath tub,
I was thinking how much I love someone,
I took razor blade and I hold it in my hand,
my hand get bleed where I hold it.

I felt so pain passionate,
I slit my arms,
Let bleed fill up in the tub,
All bleed really thick in the tub where i sat in it.

Silence night and lonely,
No one want me anymore,
I am crying as pain in love!
I dont know why she left me.....

I wish to be rest in peace in the tub........

Joshua "Vampbat" Womick

The Black Rose

While silent night, I am alone in the graveyard,
a lot tombstone around on the land,
full moon beside the old giant tree.

I am thinking and staring around yard,
I wondering how does dead people feeling now?
Freedom? Pain? Lonely? Or what?

I looking up the moon,
it's seems feeling proud as free as painless,
but, the moon is not alive.

I looking down the old giant tree,
it's seems old as dead as lonley,
it'smore than hundred years old as very spirit as stronger.

I looking my hand holding the black rose,
the black rose is mostly beautiful more than any kind of flowers,
it's very power of word for the black rose.

The black rose meaning rest in peace.

Joshua "Vampbat" Womick

The Beautiful Moon

I was alone in the graveyard.
I laid down on the ground.
I looked up the moon in the sky,
Wow, what a beautiful moon?

The moon is beautiful while night,
it was so bright as white snow as the shine star.
What a awesome the moon gave my heart joy as I felt in love so much as my sweetheart is in my heart,
I felt her in me.

My head laid on the land near the tombstone,
My lover sleep in under 6 feet down the land.
Oh baby! I love you so much..............

Take me please,
I took my knife then open knife.
I slited my wrist,
I dropped my blood on the tombstone,

I said "I love you so much and won't forget you forever."
I kissed the black rose,
put it on the top of the tombstone.
Looked up the moon then closed my eyes.

Joshua "Vampbat" Womick

I Am Sorry, My Lover

I dress up for a funeral,
while on a rain day,
I stand alone at the graveyard.

I look at the tombstone,
my girlfriend said, "I am sorry, my lover."
it's reminded me of her death.

While a couple of nights ago,
she laid in the tub with the thick blood.
I was shocked and grabbed her,
she scream, cried, pain, bleed, and it was horrible.

She told me "I am sorry, my lover,"
I dont' understand why she died.....
I found her journal that she wrote,
I read them, she wrote very deep pain words of love.

She want me to know that she really love me so much,
she just couldn't stand in the world,
she needed my love and voice of sweet words,
she wanted leave this sick world.

She wrote in the last part, she want me to know that will make her happy.
Because, she want to be free and rest in peace,
now, I understand why she wanted to do that,
I took a tattoo on the middle of my chest, "My lover is in my heart forever."

I dropped the black rose on the coffin,
the coffin went down under six feet,
I started singing her favorite song,
after singing, I kissed on the tombstone.

Joshua "Vampbat" Womick