I Am Sorry, My Lover

I dress up for a funeral,
while on a rain day,
I stand alone at the graveyard.

I look at the tombstone,
my girlfriend said, "I am sorry, my lover."
it's reminded me of her death.

While a couple of nights ago,
she laid in the tub with the thick blood.
I was shocked and grabbed her,
she scream, cried, pain, bleed, and it was horrible.

She told me "I am sorry, my lover,"
I dont' understand why she died.....
I found her journal that she wrote,
I read them, she wrote very deep pain words of love.

She want me to know that she really love me so much,
she just couldn't stand in the world,
she needed my love and voice of sweet words,
she wanted leave this sick world.

She wrote in the last part, she want me to know that will make her happy.
Because, she want to be free and rest in peace,
now, I understand why she wanted to do that,
I took a tattoo on the middle of my chest, "My lover is in my heart forever."

I dropped the black rose on the coffin,
the coffin went down under six feet,
I started singing her favorite song,
after singing, I kissed on the tombstone.

Joshua "Vampbat" Womick